Resuscitate

20 11 2009

I noticed that my passion decreased for numerous things.

1) basketball… Signed up for Season 2, can’t wait for training to start!
2) cycling… I think it have been long that I last cycled until last Friday…
3) cooking… Hmm, my mum asked me if I will be cooking soon? But I said “if I have time”

These are the main 3 points luh. I know, some of u have that single question in mind. But I choose not to answer. U know who u are for wanting to ask me that.

In any case, I think I need to learn to be methodical from now onwards :) . Heart is the most dainty thing but it meant a lot. I always rmb what I learnt in E37B.

God gave us everything in a pair.
A pair of ears
A pair of eyes
A pair of hands
A pair of legs.
But God gave us a heart, u have to find your the other half.

Heart is the only thing that creates dalliance. Either u treasure it, or u lose it. But, never misuse it :)





Re-make

18 11 2009

What if, there is this thing called “ctrl+Z” in life?

I am sorry





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17 11 2009

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About today

17 11 2009

This is my RJ for today. Draw a picture on today’s learning points and submit through email. Interesting but then, really no idea what to do man. 3rd meeting was rather interesting, we had no PPT but games that related to today’s learning. Its not easy to act out. Like, equations… How u act it out? Apparently, we did it here and there. One team cheated by passing the answer down, really pissed by that at that moment of time.

Had kayaking after that. Well, some of them doesn’t seem to believe that I ran 9.25min for 2.4km in sec2… They commented like “judge yr rate of running, u can’t be that fast”. LOL, I didn’t even run to my best. I like, not even panting after the run? Joke, just relax luh, not competition what… Wonder why must they treat everything so seriously when you can run for fun as is said, run at your own face, damn it!

Finally communicated after cold war. I am really glad, but I am not sure about the other party. It felt accomplished. But I chose to not take train though, so as to prevent all kinds of weird stuffs like dao and all. I know, its not very comfortable as yet. That is why I chose to not travel back together.

Somethings happened as well. But I know, putting on a mask does not solve the issue. But at least, that is the best I can do as for now.

Now, my question is: can stop blocking me on msn and add me back on fb?





:D

16 11 2009

There is no point holding onto a rope that is snapped. Even if I try to tie it, knobs are formed (represents scars). But you know very clearly how dearly and tightly I wish to catch it. I do not wish to ask to tie back the rope, but I just want to renew the rope. Somethings are just impossible to forget, but I am sure forgiveness still exist.

What if, one day we regret? But yet, one day we find this is worth it? We won’t know.

I was reflected upon 1 brother in christ who jumped off, last year 1 canteen captain from montfort died, 2 MBS teacher who died (CCA and form teacher). I find that, it has too much unexpectedness, yet at the same time, human are just short-sighted. Though people often tell me that I extreme far sighted, but do u know that I do love being in the present sometimes? I hate to think for my future, but I choose to plan it in anyways which I am not used to be.

Read my SB’s blog (does he still treat me as one?), the tears are worth it. I know very clearly it was for me. ANother post on APOLOGISE, it was for me as well. I find that, I don’t even know that I am being loved. Yet, I chose to love the one I love and ignore the rest.

But, honestly, I do treasure and appreciate no matter how much you have changed. I am sure, my tears are worth it as well.





If its good or if its bad?

15 11 2009

Had a series of fun activities previously within this week. The one that I truly enjoyed was night cycling with IG. We covered really a couple of distance, and we only took 3 pit stops. Participants are: Matthew, Wen Hui, Jina, Ziya, Melissa and me. Doesn’t mean that we didn’t bond, we do. On our pit stops, we chatted really lots. Some of us really went in depth to our thoughts, in fact we found out a lot on others, some of them doesn’t seem what it is from the way they behave, true colors la.

The ride took 85km. 1st was from Hougang Ave 3 to Ubi ave 1, then to Eunos, then to Paya Lebar, then to Marine Parade, then to East Coast and it there we have our 1st pit stop. It was drizzling throughout our journey for this part. We had Macs, slacked for 2 hours because the rain became heavier. The bonding was really strong, played true or dare as well! Some things that was said, really unexpected.

After this, we carried on from East Coast to Changi by following the East Coast path. The road was damn slippery la, but the speed was damn fast because there ain’t any cars (what do u expect a road at 2am?).  I have no idea why but the road to Changi Village was really long. Halfway through, WenHui’s pedal drop off, so we had a break at the busstop, waiting for it to be fixed. It was not fixed anyway, we continue our journey to Changi Village and let Matt’s family help. There we had our 2nd pit stop. I took 1hour nap there, suppose to eat but ain’t any stalls opened.

So we traveled fro Changi Village to Hougang cutting by going through the stretch of road of Tampines. This is when all the speeding comes up again, but we are not allowed halfway because kiasu people woke up and going for work, cars are appearing every now and then. Remaining of the roads, continued from Hougang to Ang Mo Kio, then Ang Mo Kio to Upp Thomson for having prata (3rd pit stop) with Selamat (IG advisor). On Ang Mo Kio, Jina left on a cab as she have things on. That journey from Ang Mo Kio to Thomson was damn long, and we are shag luh, somemore there are lots of up slopes, imagine how tired our legs are.

After prata, Zi Ya and Melissa left on cab as well. The rest of us, cycle to Wen Hui’s place (Ang Mo Kio) to meet Ziya for picking up the bike back to Wen Hui’s place. Then from there, travel back to Hougang. Imagine how tired we are. Along the way, Matt faced situation also. Pedal spoilt and I was really tired. But ok luh, afterall, no injuries and rather fun!

Photos: My Bike and the pit stop at AMK

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Anyway, had sea clear up at Sembawang. Rather sian luh, but there are MPs around, no choice lo. I was being offered to attend coaching course w/o 3 stars, just me and my 2 stars. I haven’t make up my mind though, need to reply by 21 Nov.

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PS: To be honest, after so much things that had happened, I had never been angry with u. Just that I know, you are still angry so I rather not have any conversations until you are cooled down so as to not provoke your anger. I will just wait till you are done, then continue to talk. I do treasure and appreciate u, but i dont know about your thoughts and what u want. To not let anything happen, I choose to not have any status and continue with life. I am sure, youhave your own occupations now, it won’t be that needed to spend time with each other. I won’t ask for it as well, so I wont be accused of possessive or whatever.





The ridiculous ways to score

8 11 2009





:)

6 11 2009

I kinda forgotten that I have a blog haha…

Well so far for UT, no confidence at all hahas…

Hmm I really hate physics luh, it killed a lot of my brain cells.. I was sharing to someone, I say that in Bio, we study so much about cells YET IT kills our brain cells! I am beginning to hate PBL now, which I should have done so since sem 1… But apparently, the symptom came only like now…

Somehow, I am looking forward to diving trip(s)…





Evaluation

31 10 2009

At least, I tell myself that I tried my best.

If anything is going to happen, I have tried all I could before this.

5 more days to the mega decision that I’ve made.





29 10 2009

just feeling damn stressed out and tired, worried and weak