The ridiculous ways to score

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I kinda forgotten that I have a blog haha…

Well so far for UT, no confidence at all hahas…

Hmm I really hate physics luh, it killed a lot of my brain cells.. I was sharing to someone, I say that in Bio, we study so much about cells YET IT kills our brain cells! I am beginning to hate PBL now, which I should have done so since sem 1… But apparently, the symptom came only like now…

Somehow, I am looking forward to diving trip(s)…

Evaluation

At least, I tell myself that I tried my best.

If anything is going to happen, I have tried all I could before this.

5 more days to the mega decision that I’ve made.

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just feeling damn stressed out and tired, worried and weak

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I prefer frank than denial, at least know what to plan ahead.

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Stupid stuffs

Get ready to LYAO upon watching this

Kayaking

Had quite a rather long “expedition” today after joining kayaking IG so far. Quite a number of interesting experiences, such as doing starboard marker and to tow a “dead” kayaker who kena blister and abrasion from the Lifevest. That’s why, always wear t-shirt with sleeve for kayaking. Sadly, adviser  kena activated by NS halfway through the journey, have to turn back and head back to starting point which is when I start to tow. Took turns with Matthew and Adviser luh, if not sure die if one man solo tow back the whole freaking long journey.

Normally, either I will have meal with ONE of my friend with my family, or ONE of my brother’s friend with my family. But today, its kinda amazing, had diner with mum and bro with 6 of my bro’s friends. Apparently, I am too hungry, I just eat whatever is placed in front of me.

Anyways, hmm I was asking my mum for Thailand Diving trip of $500, which I plan to go after UT1. AND SHE ALLOWED and willing to pay full amount for me. I am looking forward to it, to see sharks but apparently I am scared to see them (contradicting). More like, hope the sharks don’t notice me, just let me see then faster go off…

Statement

I noticed that for normal human beings, it is always those times when you are alone then you will finally sit down to think and reflect your own life. But for me, it seems like I am reflecting everyday which means I am _____ everyday.

Have been long that I last really had heart to heart talk with someone. As I calculated, the last time was about 5months ago? Like when sem1 just started, but I don’t get to share anything along the way.

I read my friend’s blog, the statement goes “the past makes you like that”. I agreed to it, it is through times and periods that made a person change in behavior. Of course, this is not the kind of lonely life that I want. Not that I don’t want to be independent, but it just makes me feels really outcast from the world.

Through mundane lifestyle, unexpectedness occurs. Which is when I need a friend to talk to. At least, maybe not dependent on problems. But I am sure I always need advices and help along my way,which is when I don’t have it. 5months, w/o a friend by my side. So many things incomplete, thoughts just bottles up. I am stressed, really…

Friends

I really gave my best.